Independence Day 2017

As I listen to John Denver a bittersweet tear falls from my cheek, on this July 3rd 2017. Tomorrow July 4th Independence day. July 4th means so many things to me. A mix of fireworks and memories. My Mom and Dad Married on this day, many moons ago. It didn’t quite work out for them but that's another story.  It's a day I like to watch Independence Day 1 and now 2 too. Where we proud Americans put our differences aside and fight the bigger demon the true Alien. LOL.  4 years ago on 4th of July I had recently landed in New Orleans and it was a my best Independence day. The day that started a beautiful love story and maybe a day I lost my being single Independence. 4 years latter here we are celebrating Independence day again.

As I listened to John Denver’s Take me Home I realize in a small way that America is split but it's not Red and Blue, Republican or Democrat, Rich or Poor. The true Split is in an old America or a New America and all that comes with it. Old America has a sweet memory of hippies and Woodstock and protests and The Kennedy's and for some it represents guns and hate and protest and how to make slaves again.The new America is still giving birth and it's hard to see what kind of child or family it will be. All these new Alien ideas that or so preposterous to others. It's so sad really, we are stuck in the past in fear of the future forgetting to live the now, our true present which is a true gift.  

One day it will all make sense I whisper to myself and then realize it kind of makes sense now. I just don’t like how it makes sense. I wish upon a star, I wish I can, I wish I might, make a wish on this star so bright. Being a Pisces with Neptune Retrograde at this time I feel all the illusions melt away and an unpleasant reality sets in.  It doesn’t hurt and it is not personal and I take it with a frown. Now back to America and 4th of July. The new America has a hope that eludes us for the vision of a true utopia seems ridiculous to us. It is a fantasy. Or is it? Our children are so sensitive now, true Crystal and Rainbow Children. The fight isn't against drugs or war it's against bullying. In our government we see the power of a bully at the place of power. To some scary, to some a victory, to some an Alien (Anunnaki), to some a 1%er, to some a Hero (maybe). LOL.

When Neptune is Direct again after August I will say I believe in the golden age, in the 13 Rainbow Tribes that bring in the new Heaven on Earth. We get Eden back. For now I sit back, detach, watch and laugh or cry accordingly. On this 4th of July my 4 year anniversary with the Love of my Life. I will watch Independence day 1 and 2. I will eat some soft food for my cracked wisdom tooth is healing. No insurance yet so no Dentist but foreign Antibiotics save the day. Oh America the beautiful how amazing you are. From the Lower Garden District of New Orleans I am happy and a little nostalgic. I will keep listening to John Denver until it doesn’t make me tear up anymore, until all this old emotion is released. Wishing you a happy Independence Day. Be safe, be close to your loved ones, hold them close and tell them you love them for we don’t know what tomorrow will  hold but I  wish and pray for one more day to tell you how much I love you!